For my transgression i received a new reward... Agony

2007-03-03T00:13:00.000+08:00

alright its been quite a while since i blogged and i guess now its quite a good time to start the ball rolling again. the year thus far has been quite eventful what with TMT and all its politics.well now its over and those lifeless vermins who are still dwelling in finding ways to put down ics can go get lost i have got more important things to worry about like my A levels.got back my tamil result and it was a D got quite disappointed and was thinking wheather anot to retake and was talking to keerthani about this then after a small chat with nurul.i realised that my priority shouldnt be with me going to going to retake the paper cause of my friends but it should be cause i think i can acheive better results if i retake and i wont regret making that decision as i would have known i gave it my all.

so anyway after my economics lecture went out with nurul for a while just to eat cause i was feeling very confused about the whole retaking issue but no worries all the problems are solved and i will repeat the mother tongue paper for better or for worse.then we had a very scrumptous and unhealthy lunch at macdonalds and it was raining so heavily idiot didnt want to use my umbrella and insulted me sissy cause i had an umbrella umph!!!. then we took the bus and on the way we were just watching the lightning strike here and there it was super amusing watchin nurul cover her ears everytime lightning striked haha. then im not sure how it started but we started cam whoring in the bus haha there was this guy infront of us who kept on turning behind wondering what the hell were we up to. we were actually making that much of noise haha.later we had a little talk about the stuff that was going on in our lives especially mine.haha gal i seriously dont know what i would do without you.you are literally like my right hand ever since i stepped foot in SA lah always there when i needed you.from the old oreinteering group days to pw days and now in this very final lap.

someone is digging for gold

me wif shadesblind nuruldont askanother oneone of the proper ones

tamil results and my right hand

2007-03-03T00:13:00.001+08:00

someone is digging for gold

me wif shadesblind nuruldont askanother oneone of the proper ones

looking back

2007-11-29T17:29:00.000+08:00

throughout these past 2 years, i realise i changed alot. Used to be that type of person who always would do his best to look out for himself. Never once did i ever have the obligation to rush to a friend's aid when they were in need.Never felt the need to explain my actions and always thought i could be those type of person capable of manipulating stuff.Then i realised that i was never meant to be a mean little thing after being in the company of my friends.I started to look out for everyone.Soon i was also able to tell if anything was wrong just by greeting the person or would always have this empty feeling if something was wrong.Got determined to be the friend who was always there to lend a shoulder to cry on.That was both my downfall as well as the only thing that raised me up.I got closer to so many people and for once felt like part of something and not an outcast which was just spat out of hell. However i got blinded by emotions too.

I guess during tmt all of us were just tired and depressed that the only thing we did was compare what each other did and label each other names i do not want to mention.It brought about the worst in us and i guess thats what made us break apart.soon beacause of all the pointing of fingers we lost ragu as a friend and i guess that was just inevitable and i wish i could just turn back time to prevent all this politics from happening.I also started feeling alot of pain when i lost friends one by one and trust me that is not a good feeling.I guess i have been a hypocrite sometimes and have never told you fellas some stuff that i was going through some due to not trusting and others due to the fact that i felt alot of my fears were quite stupid and that i would be mistaken.There are some stuff that i should have said to my friends during our last day in school but i guess pride stayed my hand.After the recent developments i think yea it may be the time to open up abit and step down from the damm pedastal.i guess i treasure my friends alot to the extent that i see so many of them as my kindred rather than just some other person you will meet down the street.I'm not the all perfect cold bugger that i have been trying to make an impression on you fellas.i guess im going to miss all of you guys terribly at that fact. from mei fungs innocene at everything to premilas down right bitchyness.I know im full of error but yea most of the time my intentions are good i guess.went through quite abit of shit just to understand that i treasure my friends and the memory of those who are not friends anymore. They tried to be always there for me,accept me for who i am and not even thinking twice about their decision when the shit hits the fan.I think i would also like to thank most of my teachers for putting up with my tonne of bull shit some even pulled out through and were there for me like ms ye when i need them the most.

past year memories

2006-12-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

the past year wasnt technically a smooth and pleasurable journey but at least i enjoyed myself and am now here looking on into the horizon of the incoming year.now at last all of the masks have fallen away.the strings of the puppets have become visible and the hands of the prime mover exposed.now once again i taste that same bitter taste of the terrible illusion that i always have every year ... hope.

lets see at the start of the year i went to SRJC wondering why the hell was i sent to such a school.i remember the first day i was a super intovert just sticking to myself watching and absorbing everything calculating all the risks and advantages into making alliances before i made them but somehow things didnt go as i planned and soon i was making friends with everyone out of which the closest ones were vanessa, jia ying ,my brother andrew,eunice and nisha.but as it was written in the book of fate we walked on different paths and sepearated occasionally meeting but that soon stopped as the stress of jc life pressured me more and more.

after my SRJC day i found myself in SAJC the same feeling the same way as i did before , alone and friendless but i guess my experience in srjc softened me and i started trusting people faster which was both an advantage and a disadvantage in some matters but i shall not pursue them any futher. then came the choosing of cca when i was all out and hoping to enter council went through interview but however once again fate came into the picture and made sure i wasnt able to get what i wanted.then cause most of my friends joined ics so i joined it to spend time with them. thus the year went by filled with troubles, fears and huge waves of happiness well as the saying goes wadever that has happened in the past has occured for the best, wadever that is happening in the present is occcuring for the best and wadever that will occur in future will also occur for the best.thats about it for now this is the nightwolf signing out.

2006-12-28T21:10:00.000+08:00

wrote something just for fu hope u all enjoy
Memories of youHaunt me every day
A never healing wound
And nothing left to say
I die a little every day,
I die a little anyway
For the memories,
for Hell inside of me
No true emotions
No true regrets
No true devotion can live off bitterness
My hollow inside
My hollow heart
My restless soul is longing to depart
Come surround me with your grace
Wash away my deep disgrace
Take me in to your sweet embrace
Where I can live in sin
I die a little anyway,
I die a little every day
For the memories,
for Hell inside of me
No true emotions in my hollow heart

and due to the amazing powers of influence boredom had on me i decided to do a survey i found on ragus blog
What Time is it now? 10.00pm
What is your full name?karthikeyan s/o A sadhananthan
Single or taken? single
What does your name mean? it was the name of a warlord.reddemer of the celestial being [devas] from a demon
Who picked your name? aunt
What's your nickname? i got lots
shadow,[chalits class]
secret weapon [srjc war games]
kaya [platoon mates]
nightwolf
lord nayekihtrak[sec 3 sec 4 nickname]
steeldragonboy[sec1 sec2]
karthi[practically all chinese people who come into my life]
boy[selected cousins]
appu[granny]
the beast[4E1]
deathknight[secondary school guys again cause i was sparring akido using a metal bar]
How old are you? 17
What color are your eyes? either dark brown or dark green im not sure im colour blind rmb
you have an innie or an outie? innie arnd new friends a major outie arnd old friends
What size are your shoes? 13 or 14 im bigfoot
How tall (or short)? 178
Honestly what do you like about yourself?the ability to get up after i had been driven into the ground.
What do you always get complimented on? foresight, the ability to judge people for what they are after being around them for a while, my judgement, my ability to crap and confuse my teachers just for fun. in fact my ability to crap
Phone Number? i dont think i have to put this up
haircolor? Black
Do you wear contacts? no
Living Arrangements? Parents and an elder brother younger brother and granny
*FAVORITES*~
Favorite Drinks? milo milkshake,milkshake, milo dinosaur, chocolate milk
Favorite alcoholic Drink? I don't and won't consume alcohols
Favorite month? november
Favorite fruit? papaya
Favourite Board Game? monopoly
Favorite Web Site?you tube
Favorite animal? the dragon
Do you have more girl or boy friends? i have no idea too many to count
Who's your bestfriend(s)?
Are your parents together? Yes
How often do you get together with the family? everyone is just at home
Anything special about your parents? my dad is a childish nut who is strict and firm abit contradicting ah
Siblings?two
~*YES OR NO*~
You're a flirt? no most of the time shy guy u noe
You're slutty? No!!
You're anorexic? No
You can keep secrets? Yea
You dance in front of the mirror? when im hanging wif my guy friends
Do you sing in the shower? once in a while
Do You Like Your Cousins? duh is that a trick question or something
You've been in a bathroom?no i have been in wad they call a toilet
You've seriously hurt someone? nope dont think so
You've been hurt seriously? yea but if it was that serious i wouldnt have got up right what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger
You curse? in secondary school one word every three sentences but now more refined
You get your way? when im in a highly manipulative mood but lately i have been giving in alot
You're willing to try new things? yea
You've cheated on a test? would finding out that someone copied your paper be considered cheating?
You've smoked? depends on what type of smoke ciggerate smoke no
~*RIGHT NOW*~
What color are your pants? blue
What are you listening to?they will return by kalmah
How are you feeling? screwed, bored, fucked up, sad and uncertain but in someway enlightened
What are you doing? drawing,listening to music,playing rakion and a bunch of other stuff
What are you eating? nothing
How many people are online? 66
How's the weather? It's stop raining
What books are you reading? none
~*OTHER QUESTIONS*~
What was the last movie you saw?english movie
What did u eat for dinner? rice and other indian side dishes
What are you hoping for? world peace ...yea right... i guess is for me to fit into something somewhere and not be treated like an outsider most of the time
Have you ever fallen asleep in school? yea got screwed by rajagopal for that one
What movie do you really want to see? Eragon and death note 2
What is your locker combo? nope
Where is your favorite place to travel? utophia
What did you last dream about? a demon lifting me up and ripping my heart out and swallowing it
What was the last thing you ate? didnt we already do this one
If you were a crayon what color would you be?blue or red
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? hamidah
Do you hate anyone? dislike alot but do not hate i have an over forgiving nature
Ever had a crush on a teacher? Nope
Are you too shy to ask someone out? maybe maybe not
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Scary movies or happy endings? scary movie
Summer or winter? Winter
Relationships or one night stands? relationships
Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate
What did you do last night? do you seriously wanna know

judgement

2006-12-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

i always thought my sense of judgement was very good ever since secondary school where i took alot of decisions by myself from those whom i mix with to the decisions i make when i had to deal with a tricky situation.normally i would think about the advantages and disadvantages to any alliance i make however this whole year was just filled with bad judgement. i should have never just blindly entered into a friendship with anyone should have thought about everything. i realised i changed alot ever since i entered jc. y does my heart yearn for friendship all of a sudden when i have been so used to working alone. i guess im losing my touch well as the saying goes once bitten twice shy this mistake will not repeat again the old me is gonna come back...haha..was being an idiot the whole year thinking that stuff will work out even though i foresaw alot of problems in almost every single freindship i had y issit when im happy just for a while something happens that casts me back into the shadows of angst.y cant people around me be more plain and too the point saying out there intentions straight to my face first before extanding a hand in friendship with me and untop of that being appretiated in something which i had been working so hard on sacrificin everything i liked to do in to it. well at least im not broken as another saying goes what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger.oh boy i can promise this a new player will eneter in those mind games which people think are playing on me the pawn will become the messiah once more.thats all for now this is karthik signing out

Utophia

2006-12-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wish i could retreat somewhere and turn my back on the world to go live on the mountains in a cabin where i can just watch and admire the eagles soaring through the skies. to live near a forest with the refreshing fragrance of the pine trees relaxing your mind while i lie on the ground near a lake filled with pure sparkling water enjoying life as only a man reprieved from a terrible death sentence can enjoy life. but since i know that i can never live in that utophian land i guess i have to come back down to earth now. i havent blogged for like the past two weeks was due to the various shit that happened to me such as being betrayed by a brother, being cast down, being grounded, framed, wondering why i hald become very cold and loads of other shit that made me just pissed with the world and its hypocrisy which had dammed me. Then came the ICS problem and i guess that was the spark that kinda caused all the rage welled up to come out and those guys who were just at the wrong place at the wrong time got it big time and i think our president jacintha got most of the attitude.Since i am no fool to blame fate for this tide of events i guess i have to apologize to everyone for my immature behaviour yesterday which was not honorable in any way.But however i guess part of my decision still stays i wont dance for the second song due to manpower problems and also due to my dislike of the song but i guess i will do my best to get more guys for the other song. on a lighter note i just finished watching deathnote on youtube and boy is the storyline good i would recommend the movie to anyone who hasnt watched it.well i guess thats about it for today this is the nightwolf signing out.

hanging out

2006-11-28T21:02:00.000+08:00

k today was like another boring day of my life.going to school doing dance and becoming super tired but somehow today that whole routine was different.w just had practice until 11 am cause everything happened so fast and so smoothly.then we talked crap and cam whored all the way until 11.30 then me and darshini decided to go to mustafa to buy all our remaining clothings on the way we met pratap who was NYJC ex ics president and an ex NCC land cadet.i tell you that guy is a major joker we just clicked together and was joking through out the whole time.after shopping at mustafa we went to far east plaza where we met up wif jowy and nurul to do more shopping.we walked around that wretched place so long my feet were aching but darshini like got some magic was never tired..haha...well maybe is a guy thing or i was just lethargic today anyway thats all for now this is the nightwolf signing out.
louissa wearing my officers caphey look at the floorjowy is super style lahdarshini my beret is not a chef's hat
dont ask what im doing i dont know
the cap gang in shadow
cap gang in the light
put your hands high up in the air and flip about like you just dont care
its super fun watching them dance
1, 2, 3 heave!!!!!
this sounds weird karthikeyan and hamidah
logan, thinesh, darshini karthikeyan [it still sounds weird]
argh!!!! the light
not bad sia we both look quite photogenic

dance, dance and more dance

2006-11-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

today we just had more dance practice.seriously i think im losing my life bit by bit.what the hell lah im going to school like everyday..hahah..boy when this is done i think we will breathe a sigh
of relief. jowy came today and boy was he amusing even though he is super good soory man i just cant control myself i just had to laugh. after that we went to Macdonalds to have a scrumptous meal and i dont know what the hell i did but kanchana was in major karthik ass kicking mode and was simple insulting me and my school boy was it fun to think of comebacks and just see the blurr face of kanchana..hahah...st gabriels rocks to the core.anyway at the moment i am rumaging through my closet looking for anjadi stuff and am having lots of new discoveries like for example i have this harley davidson motorbike riding jacket thingie and im like whoa.anyways i think i will keep the rest of my discoveries for tommorrow wouldnt want to ruin my surprises now would i.k thats about it this is the nightwolf signing out there has been an interuption in your tv signal do not do anything to your tv set cause this is solely a satelite problem
we still have a satelite problemjacintha we her new hairstyleme and darshini doing akkamagefamily potraits of aunts and neices or issit daughters i let u guys decidesomething that happens when these two girls see ragu
sisterly love

2006-11-27T01:42:00.000+08:00

k i know its super late talking about something happened on friday but i have been freaking busy all week so here is the 4-1-1 that happened on friday. we had two new additions for the dance logan and thinesh.they are quite good people and fast learners so long as they dont get nervous.we busted a few new moves for the song i swear i felt like a clutz .i dont think i did that well during the practice.but , i guess it was more useful then the other practices we had.anyway after that we all dined at broadway where we had talks on morality and wheather its was actually wrong.and as usual i turned out to be the most righteous moral idiot.haiz...im getting sick of it maybe i should take up a few vices..haha well thats all for today. oh yea i almost forgot on saturday with my powerful skill of persuasion i managed to coax my dad into buying me a handphone boy am i good. oh yah another thing even though i dont think she even knows that this blog exsist happy 17th birthday nandini.haha..well thats really all this is the nightwolf signing out way
dont tell me what ragu is thinking i dont want to knowthe girls groovingi dunno what was i doing with the camera to get that picturei must say keerthanis drawing of a woodpecker is fantastic
doing the dappankuthu

the way of the indians

2006-11-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

today we had more dance practice seriously, i think all my study time is going into this.the thing better turn out great if not i dunno what to do. we only started dancing around 1pm due to some unexpected yet expected delays.firstly, we did yemmadi atthadi which was learnt by jowy and louissa.they were quite superb even though jowy kept on forgetting the steps.i think this is due to the fact that he doesnt understand a single word of the song cause the moves were quite related.well dude if u practice abit more you will definitely get it in no time at all.after that me hamidah and darshini learnt akka magga which is this old song that exsisted since i was like 8. and i loved the song.thats probably because it was not a duet whcih most of the time i screw up big time.boy i cant wait to film the music video and see how everything turns out.after the dance we were so tired we looked like the living dead slowly dragging their feet across the floor.[k that was abit of exaggeration]. anyway we were heading for the nearest mrt station which was admiralty if im correct.halfway there this bus came and stopped beside us and jowy was like we can take this bus to go to the station.i looked up and saw admiralty and was wondering why the hell they were taking a bus to admiralty which was only like 1 km away and i voiced out this concern.that was when all the trouble started people went up the bus and the rest of us were busy calling them to alight. and despite me sayin macpherson ,kovan and seragoon people please do not board the bus first thing louissa did was board the bus after like 4 seconds she realised wad i was saying and alighted boy i bet we looked like idiots to the driver.after that we just walked to the station took a train ride to ang mo kio and went our seperate ways haha..well thats about it for today this is the night wolf signing out

suttrum vizhi and sanjay

2006-11-18T21:35:00.000+08:00

finally suttrum vizhi is over and my part for the music video is done..haha.anyway we firstly, went to mustafa centre to buy tripod which was super amusing as louisa carried the showcase of f to the counter to pay for it.anyways, after that we headed for the esplanade where we shot the song more information about the song will not be written here as it is highly classfied information.but i can tell you this all the bloody ang mohs were taking videos and pictures of us doing the dance.i felt i could have done better if only i looked up and mouthed the words but hamidah was great hopefully the video editing will be good making the video great.dunno how come im so camera shy guess i still have the old me somewhere deep inside. after 4 hors of filming for a 1 minute video we returned home.i had so many blisters on my foot i was like omg.was so tired i just lay down one leg over the other staring at the stars [well actually its the ceiling but yea you get the idea] lateri headed for my uncle's place for the naming of my nephew little sanjay.that bugger is so small and fragile i was actually quite fearful that i would like squezze himm too much or something.i remember being so pooped that i fell asleep while sitting down on the chair only to be woken up by pavitra at a later time. we then talked basically about everything that happened and did abit of big brother little sister bonding time i guess thats about it for now this is the night wolf signing out.
me and ragu dont tell anyone that i can summon energy balls [venichio]
last minute pulling of hair to make it longermore hair pullinglouissa drawing somethinglouissa and hamidah
boy do i look like a kid
i swear i dont know whats happening
i still dont know whats happening
scary kid
premila and farhana
me with too much of makeup on

end of pw and the memory of D'hood

2006-11-14T22:34:00.000+08:00

boy today was rather eventful.in the morning woke up like super early to go to school only to find out that we couldnt hand in our pw file at 8 but at 10am.i was like k fine i will wait.then miss ye came and told us to redo our file content page 2 times then later we put number on out pages and i almost hit 100 pages in all power right...hahaha..then after that we had an ics meeting which to me didnt go anywhere cause the gals were arguing about what they wanted to wear while the guys were just stoning and saying really random stuff.after that we had more dance practice.the background dancers are awesome and ragu and jacintha have almost got their part co ordinated hopefully my part wil turn out just as good.later i went to potong pasir MRT station and i got a rather pleasant surprise as i saw eunice after such a long time.boy that was one tired gal it seemed she had to do her written report, I& R and Gpp all in the same night poor gal didnt even recognise me the first time i walked past.then later i boarded the bus with her sat beside her and she was still oblivious and just gazing into space.finally i said "you know what eunice as a wise person[me] once told you the more you are seperated from your friend the more illusions you have about them trust me this isnt one of them" she got so surprised she shrieked quite loudly..haha..i seem to have that effect on alot of people.after being chided for sneaking up on her the conversation really began and we were just talking about the old day.boy has she grown and she still has the amazing ability of being stronger then she actualy looked like so much that she could actually break your neck if u hugged her.k that was a little exaggeration anyway the both of us went back down memory lane and started chatting about the days where we were once D'hood for those who dont know what that is during my first three months in SR me and andrew from my school got quite close to this two cedarians jia ying and eunize we practically did alot of stuff together such as photocopy our work when we didnt do it, sticking through detention from teachers even though only one of us were punished boy that feeling of bliss frendship with no strings attached aura was in the air.i still kinda remember the times where me and eunice will bicker over everything and anything once we even bickered about bickering while andrew and jia ying were like some one seperate these two nuts.then even though we all had the dream of coming to SA only I got in.jia ying went to NYJC while andrew and eunice remained in SR.even though i guess in SA i do have friends and they are good people too but somehow or rather i cant click with most of them as i did with the members of D'hood so i guess this entry is to commerate the fall of D'hood and how 4 very good friends almost blood brothers and sisters got seperated and thrown in different directions due to the course of fate.well i guess thats about it for now this is the night wolf signing out

The covenant

2006-11-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

k since yesterday was more eventful however i didnt have the time to blogg i guess i will talk about what happened yesterday today.in the morning i went to school and for like the first time in my life i was so surprised cause i saw that jacintha was earlier than me i guess thats an improvement but however the cca for some reason still started 1 hour late...lol..k so anyway we couldnt find any class so with our super ninja powers we evaded a sleeping security guard and entered the CC where we practced our dance i think we are getting better k the later at around 12.30 i decided to change into home clothes so i changed into jeans and a long sleeved shirt and went to join them.once they saw me from away they alread was like karthik i dont belive thats you i hope thats a good thing. so then later we seperated our ways and i headed for bishan juntion 8 where i met sanjay who was helpin me buy presents for nandini. the both of us then walked around j8 in circles looking for a gift and on the way makin a fool of ourselves.other then going around and doing fancy footwork which got alot of stares from the others.there was just these two embarrasing moments that the both of us had.at first i got embarrased cause i took this teddy bear had the words good health so i took that and spoke in a loud bear voice "SANJAY i wish you good health" and there was thiw woman in between us who turned and stared at me laughed and said thank you i was like wanting to disappear at that moment. the second time was sanjays turn we were at the counter waiting for our presents to be wrapped finished when a buch of puppets caught sanjays eye and all of a sudden sanjay shouted "dude you can shove your hand up their ass" and at that point of time me and the lady at the counter just stared at him and sajay turned street light red.then all of a sudden he gets this message which told us that nandini was coming in ten minutes.so i went into super overdrive mode raced around j8 and bought all the presents and got them wrapped up.we then hid it expertly and i went to get her. for the first time i actually got surprised when i saw her cause she looked stunnimng seriously k so then we had lunch together and then we went to catch the covenant. the thing i dont understand is why the hell is that movie pg and not NC16 cause they showed naked people and they were using vulgarities all the way there was this phrase i like alot in the movie the thing happened when those guys rode off the cliff they shouted "Harry Potter can go screw my ass". halfway through the movie she wanted to go to the toilet and got up but on the way she tripped over my bag knockin my popcorn to the floor flew to the other chair and smashed her knee and was literally witherin in pain.i was immeadiately at her side used ice from my drink wrapped it in a handkercheif and tied it to her knee.gd thing the injury was minor and she was able to get up and go to the toilet.however i decided to escort her and headed to the toilets with her.later after the movie we sat down at macs and just talked about anything and evrything.then later around 7.30 we headed for bishan bus interchange to go our seperate ways that when i thought it was best to give my present so i gave it.and the looked she had on her face just made my day as she was so happy. then later when i arrived home i got a thanks alot email which said "hey karthik i jus saw ur present ..esp ur card..i jus wanted to say thanks alot..reali it means alot uve got no idea..thanks alot ..i had alot fun today..we shd do this more often k...so thanks alot k...n i feel reali bad la... on ur b day were goin out .no excuses...so anyway ok..call mi wen ure free n all..k ..tks again.." so i guess she liked the present which was a bracelet, an elmo doll, a mini water dispensing unit and a necklace. k i think thats enough this is the night wolf signing out

the covenant

2006-11-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

the covenant

2006-11-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

check up

2006-11-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

today was rather eventful was forced to promise my grandmother that i would go to the hospital with her and act as translator to help her understand what the doctor was saying was bloody funny looking at my grannys face which was really blank but yea.the i finally learnt how to make my own blog layout thanks to my ever present sister melanie boy i seriously dont know what will i do without you.haha thats about it for now this is the night wolf signing out.

pw and orchard

2006-11-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

today was pw op .think i did relatively okay but the performance was not as good as the last time but i guess i still did rather well. k so anyway i chanced upon this thing about my nick the nightwolf. k so this was what happend when my younger brother saw me blogging the other dayhe asked whether i watched power rangers without him knowing and i said no.then he pouinted to the screen at the word night wolf and asked so how did you know his name i still didnt know what he was talking so he was liked big bro you are useless then he goes onto u tube and types this thing called power rangers mystic force then showed me this guy who looked like a power ranger but was actually a bad guy and said that was night wolf. i was like whoa that guy is a knight and talks alot about honour. this is a video that i liked alot which they made about the night wolf btw he is the blue guy holding the sheild and the sword and never seems to fall down. kinda reminds me of myself when i play those games i love being out numbered yet i never fall in any fight he becomes red at a later point when he becomes good according to my brother. this is the video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_r6HhjCUS8 enjoy. anyways after the op me ji hyun and mei fung went to destroy the rubbish chute actually i did it and boy did it feel good to trample the shit out of it. k then anyway we headed to ps to have lunch but the food at the kopitiam was super bad my chile was liquid but never mind we still ate cause we were too hungry.then later we did abit of window shoppin and entered this furniture shop where we were sitting on everything and the shop owners were just staring the later we headed to this funny shop where mei fung and ji hyun suddenly became camera whores and started askin me to take their pictures i was like wth hell k lets do it. the later we headed to takashimaya to buy the bracelet for nandinis birthday which will come soon i got a few pictures of the bracelet that thing only cost me 20 bucks which means i have a total of 130 bucks left to spend on buying something else i wonder what to buy.. hmm.. then later we just headed home sleepy but very hyper active so much that we had little jumps in each step we took.k thats about it for now this is the night wolf signing out.
i finally found a use for my notes lol

more partying

2006-11-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

k today the only thing i did was party boy was it fun went over to my cousins house for dinner the food was great and i met two of pavitra's friends anusha and narmatha they were quite okay ppl except for the fact theywerent talking to me at first and i was like why and in the end found out that i did not look like the sociable type of person people relax im not harmless its only my split personality that you have to be aware of cause thats one seriouc bad dude..haha.. then later i was ordering pavitra around to serve me rice and other foodstuffs. boy did that feel good revenge is so sweet k so thats about it for now time to write stuff in the ics blog this is the night wolf signing out

watercoolers and lunch

2006-11-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

k being a good member of ics i went to school at 8 meeting keethani on the way only to find out that no one else was there then after sometime farhana and premila came and we were still waiting for the others then finally louissa came at about 8.35 and jacintha came at 9 people please be punctual or at least set a time when everyone can come cause its useless if we wait for like 2 hours.k so then after that we started hunting for classroms unfortunately all of them were locked so we had no other choicebut to practice infront of the water cooler as we could use the water coolers power point. dance went quite well i think we can get everything co ordinate out unless i suffer from nerves at the day of shooting.then through out the whole thing i found it odd that everyone was drinking from the water cooler as the plug of the water cooler was taken away. so i decided to confront this behaviour by asking farhana when she drank the water why she was doing so and i got the biggest suprise of my life as farhana said she didnt know that she was supposed to drink from the watercooler. k guys let me explain to you how it works electricity is needed to cool down this little cooling pipes in the water cooler so after a while its so cold just by touching it your hand becomes numb electricity is also needed to filter the water as the water in the water cooler gets reused thats why it is not advised to blow your nose or spit in the water cooler and after i said this keerthani went to wah her feet i was omg i am not going to drink from that water cooler anymore and while i was making this vow i think farhana or premila went to drink again congratulations guys.k so after that we had an ICS lunch where we went to toa payoh and ate at this all halal food court where the food was great.i was so stuffed that i felt damm sleepy and was just sitting down appreciating everything around me and just lazing around i think everyone else thought i was being secluded from the convo but ppl i am naturally a listener i try not to talk to much so relax then later after that we headed to the MRT station where we took pictures of ourselves

do rei me i was told to write this as ICS angels but you decide somehow i think everyone looks like a crook in this picture

haha k so then later we took train from toa payoh but however due to some difficulties the train had to stop at Ang Mo Kio station and switch to another train. good thing was it was my stop so i got down not before i saw the most horrifying sight the gals were dashing to the other train racing with a child of age say 6 i was like grown 17 and 18 year olds and just returned home then i went to sleep and only woke up at 7pm lol k that all for today its the nightwolf signing out

newborn, dance and art

2006-11-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

once again i would like to announce that i am now a proud uncle of a newborn baby boy . yay the list is getting bigger which is good cause practically every year we have a new addition to the family who ever told Singapore officials that family size was decreasing...hahah.. in my eyes its increasing at a great pace which is good

so anyway apart from that i just had tamil A level paper. On the whole the paper was quite easy knew almost everything so i guess i should do moderately well. k so anyway after that we immeadiately had dance rehersals. ragu and gang went out to eat i would have gone along but however i had PW to do so yah i asked ragu to buy me food and he came 1 hour after tat i really couldnt stand my hunger and just swallowed the food whole. k so anyway later that we had dance we brought in external choreographers first it was the gals turn and the guys were just stoning doing their own thing but we cheered however which seemed to be sarcasm in the eyes of the gals so we were like y be bothered at all. then when it came to the guys part i got chosen for this love duet cause according to our dear ICS president i had the soorya[indian actor] look then at first i got paired with jacintha but i kept on moving back cause i was too scared i would trample her i think she thought i was turned off by her just to get things straight gal you dont turn me on i think of you as my sister k. k then i was paired with hamidah and we kinda did everything fast in fact i think we did the duet faster then the background dancers how cool is that. anyway the whole feeling is rather uncomfortable as i am litterally breathing down a gals neck and shes very close so yah it was a rather uncomfortable experience as a whole but when i got better accuainted with the role i guess it became okay if tommorrow i can perfect the thing then i will think of adding my style until then i guess i have to dig my closet for what clothes soorya normally wears which i dont own so i guess have to go shopping with an expert haha oh halfway through out the dance i got so pissed off with myself for not learning the steps properly that i went the kick the chair so yah i think everyone thought i was angry with my partner. oh wells..

k then after that i returned home practiced abit of the dance but found i forgot most of it so i guess have to go back tommorrow and memorise everything again but the good news is i have finished my first master peice which will be featured later. i think i spoke enough for today this is the night wolf signing out

keerthani threatening hamidah with her punch of death

everyone sleeping while standing up
my first masterpeice =]

somebody ask me out for an outing please

2006-10-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

k this is the night wolf back . today i didnt actually do much just lazed around at home and watched tv so people if you guys wanna go on outing plan first then call me cause i am sian of organisng everything. k i watched miss vansantham and the quenn crowned was not as mind blowing as i expected but okay lah she looked quite pretty. oh by the way my cousin is a semi finalist for miss singapore india im like so proud lah cause she loos super traditional even though she is not. k thats about it this is the nightwolf signing out and i think i better stop insulting mei fung poor kid got alot of insults from me

somebody ask me out for an outing please

2006-10-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

haha boy am i bored the only thing i did at home today was laze around and play computer games and i hate being stuck at home so yah got anywhere to go out call me please i love outing with friends and am too lazy to organise anything. k so anyway i watched Miss vasantham which is this pagent for indian girls and the finals were today. the person who got crowned and miss vasantham yes she did look pretty and all but was not as mind blowing as i thought same goes for a few other finalist. oh yea by the way one of my cousins are the semi finalist for this miss singapore india pageant damm proud lah and she looks very traditional and all even though she is not. k thats about it this is the night wolf signing out and i think i should make an aim of trying to or totally stop insulting mei fung poor kidi think got too much from me this year.lol

back to the basics

2006-10-28T23:35:00.000+08:00

k since yesterday was so frustrating i decided to do some meditation today and fix all my thought on lord shiva for non hindus he is one of the three main gods of the hindu culture he is known mor commonly as the destroyer even though that not his job.A person is said to contain a this three gods in him. most of the gods in the hindu culutre r crafted so tat we can fix our minds on an image and work towards the values which the image holds so yah lord shiva is my favourite god so i decided to just concentrate on him and do meditation. on the whole everything went well and when i finsihed it was like being reborn. happy once more and filled with this light that is able to banish any darness that comes to cover and torment me. i was so calm and cool that i could actually teach my younger brother maths something i lose patience very fast and i hazve alot of it so thats saying something. oh by the way im hooked onto this album called vallavan which is like this tamil rap album i didnt see this type of indian genre since lock up and that is freaking old. so thats about it now to go and play rakion this is the night wolf signing out

treasure your freaking life you idiot

2006-10-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

wah seriously a phone call early in the mornin from your friends mom asking you to come over immediately to talk to her daughter who tried to kill herself by trying to slash her wrists. i am not telling the girl's name so as to save her from people asking her stupid questions but i hope the girl understands me and will not try to do it again. listen you have everything family who loves you friends who treasure you and the night wolf who cares for you and that is bloody rare dont try that stunt again cause if the next time you do so i will go down with you to hell and ensure you have a freaking bad life there heck i wouldnt even go for your funeral.so what you just failed this time think about all the time you succeded in life but i didnt like the time when the both of us tried for council who got in you did not me and you didnt see me slashing my wrist.

k for those who dont understand a single shit about whats happening here i will give you the 4-1-1 her mom called asking me to come over immediately to talk to her daughter who tried to kill herself by trying to slash her wrists.k after i heard that i just couldnt think i literally ran to her house. when i went i think i was the first one there and when i saw her i guess i boiled up and i remember punching the wall to vent my anger. then i shoued the shit at her until her mom came into her room and told me to reduce my volume cause the neighbours were poking her head out of their doors wonderin what the hell was happening. then later i kinda pitied her so i sat down and hugged her and kinda wiped her tears off and started talking and consoling her. then later when i was sure i did my best it was about lunch time and i went to get food for her and litterally forced food down her throat cause she kept on saying that she didnt want. then later i waited until she fell asleep then left for her home.