Utophia

sometimes i wish i could retreat somewhere and turn my back on the world to go live on the mountains in a cabin where i can just watch and admire the eagles soaring through the skies. to live near a forest with the refreshing fragrance of the pine trees relaxing your mind while i lie on the ground near a lake filled with pure sparkling water enjoying life as only a man reprieved from a terrible death sentence can enjoy life. but since i know that i can never live in that utophian land i guess i have to come back down to earth now. i havent blogged for like the past two weeks was due to the various shit that happened to me such as being betrayed by a brother, being cast down, being grounded, framed, wondering why i hald become very cold and loads of other shit that made me just pissed with the world and its hypocrisy which had dammed me. Then came the ICS problem and i guess that was the spark that kinda caused all the rage welled up to come out and those guys who were just at the wrong place at the wrong time got it big time and i think our president jacintha got most of the attitude.Since i am no fool to blame fate for this tide of events i guess i have to apologize to everyone for my immature behaviour yesterday which was not honorable in any way.But however i guess part of my decision still stays i wont dance for the second song due to manpower problems and also due to my dislike of the song but i guess i will do my best to get more guys for the other song. on a lighter note i just finished watching deathnote on youtube and boy is the storyline good i would recommend the movie to anyone who hasnt watched it.well i guess thats about it for today this is the nightwolf signing out.