past year memories

the past year wasnt technically a smooth and pleasurable journey but at least i enjoyed myself and am now here looking on into the horizon of the incoming year.now at last all of the masks have fallen away.the strings of the puppets have become visible and the hands of the prime mover exposed.now once again i taste that same bitter taste of the terrible illusion that i always have every year ... hope.

lets see at the start of the year i went to SRJC wondering why the hell was i sent to such a school.i remember the first day i was a super intovert just sticking to myself watching and absorbing everything calculating all the risks and advantages into making alliances before i made them but somehow things didnt go as i planned and soon i was making friends with everyone out of which the closest ones were vanessa, jia ying ,my brother andrew,eunice and nisha.but as it was written in the book of fate we walked on different paths and sepearated occasionally meeting but that soon stopped as the stress of jc life pressured me more and more.

after my SRJC day i found myself in SAJC the same feeling the same way as i did before , alone and friendless but i guess my experience in srjc softened me and i started trusting people faster which was both an advantage and a disadvantage in some matters but i shall not pursue them any futher. then came the choosing of cca when i was all out and hoping to enter council went through interview but however once again fate came into the picture and made sure i wasnt able to get what i wanted.then cause most of my friends joined ics so i joined it to spend time with them. thus the year went by filled with troubles, fears and huge waves of happiness well as the saying goes wadever that has happened in the past has occured for the best, wadever that is happening in the present is occcuring for the best and wadever that will occur in future will also occur for the best.thats about it for now this is the nightwolf signing out.